For those of you who haven’t quite figured out what this
blog is about, or where I’m going with it, I am going to take you for a little
ride today. I suggest you buckle up and
find something to hold on to because I’m about to fly all over the place.
Matthew 7:22 – 23; “Many will say to me on
that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive
out demons and perform many miracles?’
Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers.’”
In these verses from Matthew,
Yeshua is speaking about false prophets, and it comes right after the verses
about knowing a tree by its fruit. But
something else struck me about these verses when I looked at them recently. These people, that Yeshua calls evildoers,
are standing before the Lord Almighty, Maker of heaven and earth. I imagine Him, staring down at them with
all-knowing eyes. Eyes that make you
completely transparent, that make you feel completely and utterly naked, and
helpless before the most awesome power in the universe. You know you can’t lie to these eyes, yet
these people say, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name? Drive out demons and perform many miracles,
all in your name, Lord?’ I think the
people he’s talking about believe they were doing these things for God. You don’t lie to those all-knowing eyes when
you feel them touching your very soul.
But He says, ‘I never knew you.’
And if He never knew them. They certainly didn’t know Him.
Now let me tell you why these verses struck me, and how God
used these verses to speak to me, even if it’s not exactly in the context in
which Yeshua originally spoke these words.
I was at a bible study and someone referred to these verses from
Matthew, for reasons I don’t currently recall.
At the time, I had been going through a very dark period in my
life. It wasn’t a period of questioning
God, or losing faith. I was just
depressed. It felt like I was under a
spiritual attack. Most likely I still am
under that same attack, but I am arming myself for battle.
Now, while I was in this dark period I was still doing God’s
work. Judith and I were here in Israel. We
were running the centers for Jacob’s Hope.
I was paying the bills for our compassion centers and lining up special
outreach events. I was working on the
website and writing articles.
So at this point you are probably asking, “okay, you were
doing God’s work, you hadn’t lost faith, so you were a little depressed - we all
go through that - what does that have to do with Matthew 7?”
Okay, since you asked, I’ll tell you.
As I said before, I believe those people were being honest
with God when they said they were doing all of those works in His name. And to be honest, when I read these verses my
heart sank. Wasn’t I doing God’s work,
feeding the hungry and clothing the poor, all in His name, just like the people
Yeshua calls evildoers in that verse. I
was doing God’s work, but did I KNOW God?
Was I doing His work, because like David,
I had a heart after the Lord, or was I just going through the motions? I was doing the things I know are right,
doing the things I know God called me to do, but I wasn’t spending the time I
should have been reading His word, or spending time with Him in prayer, other
than the occasional, “Lord, please give me.”
Again, I understand this is a little out of context and that
the Lord may not call me an evildoer when I come stand before His throne for my
judgment, but while reading that verse I felt God saying to me, “You don’t know
me.”
Although I may have taken this verse out of context, there
is a story that may better illustrate my point.
In Luke 10:38-42 we read about Yeshua at the home of Martha and Mary:
As Yeshua and his disciples were
on their way, he came to a village where a woman named Martha opened her home
to him. She had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord’s feet listening to what
he said. But Martha was distracted by
all the preparations that had to be made.
She came to him and asked, “Lord, don’t you care that my sister has left
me to do the work by myself? Tell her to
help me!”
“Martha, Matha,” the Lord
answered, “you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is
needed. Mary
has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.”
Like Martha, I was distracted. I was worried about many things. I was worried about our finances. I was worried about the centers. I was worried about all the legal issues
involved with running a non-profit in Israel.
I was worried about learning Hebrew, about making friends. I was worried about my marriage and about my
children adjusting to life in Israel.
And I neglected the one thing that I needed.
The enemy saw his opportunity, and he attacked. I became depressed.
When I read those verses in Matthew 7, and I felt God stir
in my heart. It was a wake-up call. I decided I don’t want to be like Martha, a
diligent but misguided person. I want to
be like David (yes, it would have made more sense to say I wanted to be like
Mary, but I’m a guy, and I have a point, so roll with me). I want to have a heart like David’s heart, a heart like Yeshua’s heart. I want to know the Lord I serve. I profess to Love the Lord, my God, and don’t
we want to spend time getting to know the people we love?
When I was in college, I found out I had ADD, Attention
Deficit Disorder. I bought a book
recommended to me by a close friend who was involved with teaching. It was called “Driven to Distraction,” and I
remember as I was reading this book, I was like “Wow! This is a book that totally explains me, who
I am and why I do the things I do.”
Years later when my wife and I were making one of our moves, I came
across the book and gave it to my wife.
I told her, if she wanted to understand me, to understand what life is
like for me with ADD, then she should read this book. Naturally, since my wife loves me, she read
the book and I think it really helped her to understand me and improved our
relationship.
We have a book that is all about God. He gave us the Bible so that we could read
about Him and get to know him. If you
love God, you have to read this book.
It’s amazing. But just like my
wife couldn’t completely understand me from reading a book about ADD, we can’t really
get to know God just by reading his word.
We have to spend time with him.
We have to talk to him, in prayer, and we have to keep our hearts and
our ears open to what he might have to say to us.
I recently saw a short video a missionary has put together
about his relationship with three children from the village where he
serves (I embedded the video, so you can actually skip the next couple of paragraphs summarizing the video and watch it yourself if you'd prefer). The first child in the video,
Fernando, is always coming up to him and telling him, “Give me some food. Give me a shirt. Give me some shoes. Give me money.” He said he feels bad for Fernando, because he
knows that he doesn’t get all the food he needs each night, but he can’t help
but be turned off by Fernando’s rudeness in always saying, “Give me!”
The second boy he showed in the video, Antonio, he said was
a little older, and a little wiser. He
would come up to and thank him for being his friend. But after a few pleasantries, he was more or
less like Fernando, demanding a hand out.
The third boy he showed, Basilio, was younger than the first
two, only five-years-old. He said
Basilio was his best friend. No matter
where he was in the village, he said this boy would find him. He even showed on the video how he would walk
down the street, and the boy would appear out of nowhere to be by his
side. Basilio didn’t want anything from
the missionary. He just enjoyed being
with him and spending time with him.
When the missionary wasn’t off somewhere else, Basilio would sit and
wait for him to come back. You could see
in this video the wonderful, loving relationship these two had.
At the end of the video, the missionary asks, “When it comes
to you and God, who are you like?
Fernando? Antonio? Or Basilio?
When we pray to God, do we say God, give me this, and give me that? Perhaps we dress it up in a few pleasantries
like Antonio. Or do we wait on the Lord?” My summary really doesn't show the impact of this video. You should really watch it! No, I don't know this person, nor do I get anything from you watching it, other than knowing that I am blessing people by sharing it.
While I was in my depression, I mostly prayed for me. I didn’t spend time praying for others, or asking God for His will to be done. The devil has many schemes, many ways to distract us, to turn our focus away from God. Maybe we are like Martha, we are too busy worrying about the things of this world, distracted by our jobs and our busy lives, too busy to do the one thing that is needed: just to sit at the feet of our Lord and listen. Maybe we have been hurt, and we are distracted by our own pain or our own fears. We are too busy looking inward at ourselves to look up to God.
Ephesians 6:10-18 (NIV) says:
Finally, be strong in the Lord
and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can
take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not
against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities,
against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil
in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that
when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you
have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth
buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in
place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the
gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith,
with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take
the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
And pray in the Spirit on all
occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and
always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.
Another thought occurred to me recently about knowing God,
about knowing his one and only son Yeshua of Nazareth. I have been blessed in getting to know a part
of Yeshua that isn’t taught in most Churches, because most Pastors don’t fully
comprehend. When we study people from
history, we try to understand them in their culture and the context of that
culture. Although we can learn about
other cultures, we often don’t fully appreciate much of the differences unless
we live in that culture. We analyze what
we know about Yeshua from the Bible, but too often people are limited in their
understanding because their perception is tainted by a twenty-first century
Western perspective. Marrying a Jewish woman,
celebrating the Jewish Holidays, living in the Land where Yeshua himself lived,
has given me a new understanding and a new appreciation for who He was as a Jew
on this earth and who God is as the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.
This brings me back to my blog, in a
round-about sort of way. Since my last
blog posting, I have been a little surprised by some of the reactions to my
blog. I have not had any negative
reactions, but it seems to me that there is a desire for me to go deeper into
subjects that I only plan to summarize, or to take it in a different direction
than I plan on going (which is fine, if that is the way the Lord leads
me). It’s not that I am not interested
in going deeper into these topics or going in those directions, but it’s not
really what this blog and my book are about.
Of course, nobody really knows what exactly I am writing about since the
only person I have discussed it with at any length is my wife. Therefore, I have decided to give you all a
brief overview so that you can decide if this blog is something you are
actually interested in.
Who is my
target audience?
My target
audience is Christians. Mainly those who
have heard about Messianic Judaism and want know more, or those who would just
like to understand more about their own faith, and how the Jewish roots of
Christianity affect our understanding of the Bible. It is also for those who just want to better
understand Judaism. Those who want to
find out about Jewish Holidays and if they still hold any meaning for
Christians today.
Many of my
Messianic Jewish friends may be asking themselves now, “then why did you send
your blog to me?” I sent my blog to you
because I respect your knowledge and your opinion. You may already know all of the information I
post about in my blog, but I want to know if anything I say is false,
misleading or even offensive to you.
There has already been enough anti-Semitism in the church without me
inadvertently adding fuel to the fire.
What
specific topics am I writing about in my book?
Keep in
mind, that I may or may not discuss these and other topics in my blog. Nor is this to be taken as an outline of my
book as some of these topics will be discussed in multiple chapters. But I think the following list will give you an
idea of what I am writing about.
1.
My story – Who I am and what makes me uniquely
qualified to write my book
2.
The Jewish Roots of Christianity –
Yeshua and early believers as Jews
3.
Mosaic Law, Torah and Oral Law –
What’s the difference and how does that shape our understanding of New Covenant
scriptures?
4.
Traditions – in Judaism and
Christianity
5.
Jewish Holidays – What does the
Bible say and how do we celebrate today
6.
Shabbat and Kosher Laws in the
Bible and Early Christianity – burden or blessing
7.
Biblical and Modern Israel
8.
Understanding Christianity from a
Jewish Perspective
9.
Proselytizing or Persecuting – A
history of the Church and Judaism
As you saw
in my last blog, one of the things I struggle with is how to deal with the
rabbinic teachings. Our view of rabbinic
teaching will greatly affect how we view many of the topics I do plan to cover
in my book, especially that one about the Law.
The Talmud is essential to understanding modern Judaism, and it also is
very helpful in understanding a lot of what is written in both the Old Covenant
and the New Covenant. The Jewish
leader Hillel, who is considered to be the founder of the teachings found in
the Mishnah, died in the tenth year of the first century or 10 AD, about 20
years before Yeshua began His ministry.
So much of what is written in the Mishnah most likely reflects the
various opinions of the Pharisees and Jewish leaders before and during Yeshua’s
ministry and the time the New Covenant books were written.
Yeshua
himself refers to a teaching of Hillel in Matthew 22:39-40. Hillel is attributed as saying, in reference
to the phrase “love your neighbor as yourself,” in Leviticus 19:18, “That is the
whole Torah; the rest is explanation; go and learn.” Yeshua, of course, also adds Deuteronomy 6:5
(NIV) “Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and
with all your strength” (Matthew 22:39 reads “all your mind” in the NIV versus
“all your strength” from Deuteronomy 6:5 in the NIV, but I digress) in saying
“All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.” Although, it is often taught that Paul is
quoting Yeshua in Galatians 5:14, as a Pharisee, Paul is more likely quoting
Hillel, especially since he did not include the reference to Deuteronomy
6:5. Some people may also point out Paul
was not one of the twelve disciples and much of his knowledge of Yeshua came
from his encounter on the road to Damascus and the teachings that the disciples
shared with him. He was not following
Yeshua around to hear all his teachings so he may not have ever heard this
story when he wrote his letter to the Galatians. Paul likely wrote his letter to the Galatians
around the same time Matthew wrote his Gospel (between 50-60 AD), so it is
unlikely he had a chance to read Matthew’s Gospel (books took a while to
circulate given the lack of a printing press).
Of course, he likely spent time with Matthew in Jerusalem, so there is
no evidence he did not hear the story either.
Does this change any Christian doctrine? No, but it certainly explains to me why Paul
left out “Love the Lord your God” in his letter to Galatians.
Basically,
what I am trying to say, without digressing too far down a tangent, is this
blog will deal with both the topics in my book and those that run parallel to the
ideas that run throughout the book. I
may jump around from topic to topic, especially around Holidays, as celebrating
the holidays will likely get me thinking about the origins and traditions of
the holiday. But my book is being
written to help Christians get to know their Jewish Messiah better than
they already do. We can better
understand His teachings and His heart by understanding His culture and the
context of His life. Basically, I’m
trying to give you a chance to better know and understand our Lord and Savior,
perhaps in a small and insignificant way, but hopefully in a way that will be
pleasing to our Father and will break downs barriers that have existed for
thousands of years between Jews and Gentiles.
Thank you! So true that we can get so busy just doing and forget for whom because we haven't just sat at His feet for so long or ever even. So good to be reminded that when we choose the better like Mary (and Basillio:-) that He takes care of what we would have asked for above and beyond when we get to the place of loving being with Him more than everything else. As you sit at His feet, I'm sure He'll give you more insight and revelation to share with us. I look forward to it! B'Ahava
ReplyDeleteShalom Mike,
ReplyDeleteAnother excellent article and so true about working hard for the Lord but never knowing Him.
Years ago (70's) I was memorizing scriptures, one of them was 1 Corinthians 15:58 "Therefore, my beloved brethren, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that your labor is not in vain in the Lord". Suddenly my attention was drawn to the little word "of", it doesn't say "for". I immediately asked the Lord, "What is it that you are doing?" That changed the course of my life and the way I studied the scriptures. I wanted to be about what He was about.
Loved your testimony and the fact that you put your personality into your writings. I feel I'm getting to know you better.
Ephraim